boredom now.
but the streets later, excellent.
why!
Am I excited for no reason?
I have no reason for excitement but I feel sick and everything.
what the heck.
Tried to go to the cinema tonight, nothing we want to see is released til late feb.
night in with music and films it is.
bethany and I organised our valentines plans and our presents to each other.
[lovely underwear sets ;)]
not long until we abandon all men and be a full on couple.
mine and bethany’s shared top. IT WAS A FIVER.
my legs look huge.
but still dead appy with the purchase.
also splurged in body shop and got the revitalising serum i purchased in the summer that makes you look like scarlett johansson or some shit.
and a sea weed deep cleansing foam.
so pamper night it is after a guest lecture from farmers weekly at 6:15 :|.
mondays
make me want to die.
i do die. inside. all day on a monday.
made it to the main building without getting blown away 20 minutes early to have a relentless and a cigarette and also be early to get a good seat.
nosebleed ten minutes before lecture so i was one of the last in anyway ended up sat alone with a dick behind me that insisted on squishing her demented, discoloured ugg boots through the chair next to me the whole lecture putting them all over my fucking coat.
walking up to the newsroom i was literally taking baby steps behind two ignoramus’ who for some reason decided that only is it ok to walk insanely slow but take up the whole corridor.
then had to wait for me to open the newsroom with my card.
wish i’d pushed past and then ignore them so they wouldn’t fucking get in.
pissin’ me off.
however i have sorted my feature assignment and interview with Olivia and my uni day is over so it’s sound i’ll just listen to black keys all night and be happy.
i welcomed bethany home tonight with a spliff after her lovely parents took us for a meal.
desert was excellent. chocolate fudge sundae called the rocky horror <3
bethany and i playing with aurora.
happy she’s back!
getting ready
to represent in beer pong.
listening to from here to infirmary.
feel sorry for anyone that can hear me out of my window.
lovely
little phone call from our parker then, the lucky woman just picked up James Franco’s book, a trip to hmv is in order for me then. really want her and jessica to visit soon!
our AMAZING henna’s we got done in leeds 09.
such a good weekend.
i’ve just reached.
A kind of major conclusion about my life.
University is in no way right for me. The course I am doing is going to get me no where and i know it and the past 6 months i’ve been denying it.
What got me here is the need to get away.
Now i’m away I have a clearer head.
I know what i need to do now and it feels good.
